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October 10, 2018

My hands were shaking as I sent the fax

I was 21.

I’d been promoted to manage my first store. I’d been there a couple months and had turned around a failing store. I was set to get promoted in a few months and start making close to 6 figures.

I still remember the day I quit vividly.

I’d been wrestling with the decision for a few weeks.

For a kid like me…

Growing like I did…

This was a golden ticket.

A REAL way out.

But, every day I was there I felt myself dying inside just a little bit more. I KNEW this wasn’t who I was meant to be. I knew I was meant to do more than sell shoes in a little mall store.

So, that day, I just couldn’t take it anymore.

My heart wasn’t in it.

As a manager, I had to fax in a written notice. And, I remember my hands were shaking as I put the letter in and hit the buttons. As soon as the fax stopped and I knew there was no going back…

A sudden rush of dread swept over my body.

“Did I just f!@# up my life?”

As it turns out, that was the best decision I ever made. There’s been a lot of ups and downs and a helluva lot of work… but, I couldn’t imagine how angry and full of regret I’d be now if I hadn’t done it.

In any case…

I imagine you might be in a similar spot… and while I’m cautious about telling someone to give everything up and pursue their dream… I can tell you, while it’s terrifying, it may be the single best decision you ever make.

Something to consider.

Anyway, web development was how I ultimately got out and built the life I really wanted. Could be the same for you. Just gotta put in the work. I’ve got a whole curriculum of coding and freelance courses to help.

And, you can get access to them for nothing over on SkillShare.

Details on all that are here: https://www.skillshare.com/r/user/johnmorris

Later,

John

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